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To Someone Very Special by ~Shasaa:iconShasaa:



"I love you," that is what I say,
"I don't know," is your reply every day,
You say that your life is to complicated,
But I say "I might help it be sated"
You say you are confused, in a whirlwind,
But now you have gone to far, you've sinned
You cut yourself open at every bad turn
But when will you learn?
All you are doing is killing yourself, please
Stop and I will help you apease!
You have plagued my dreams before
But they are what I used to adore
Now I never sleep for fear overcomes me
Those images I do not wish to see
The images of self-abuse
Can't you see that it's no use?!
I cannot bare to see you in pain
And now it's from your own disdain
The only way I can show you the truth
Is to kill myself, I'll be the sluth
I can hear my final words exit my mouth
"I'll kill myself to save another," I'll head down south
You said that you didn't have the courage to kill yourself
But enough to hurt yourself
It's all the same, only now you prolong your fate
That you chose when you followed your hate
I'll show you what I really mean
I hope you never have to see what I've seen
I once said that I'd die for you
All I want to hear is "I would too"
But now I wish to set you free
Even if the cost is me
I'll never regret my choice, look here
It's not suicide, it's not really clear
I would die to show you your choice of fate
But now it might already be to late
I would die for a reason, die for a cause
Chop me up with saws
I don't want you to lose what has yet to come
A healthy life all full of sum
Don't give that up, give it all away
Make your horizon turn into another dark day
I called you special once
All full of talent, not a single dunce
You're falling into the mainstream
It makes me want to scream!
You may not be the girl I fell in love with
But I will never take it back, it's not a myth
Take back those scars and I will to
Even though I said I'd die for you
If you don't take it all away
This is what I'll say:

"If you hurt even after I've died,
At least I tried."

This may be good for the both of us, it will send
My dreamworld torture to an end
My final message will have gotten to you
And all I've said will be proven true
"I love you"
©2007-2009 ~Shasaa
:iconshasaa:

Author's Comments

I wrote this poem for my girlfriend, who said her life was to complicated to have me in it right now, so she broke up with me. We're still really good friends but now she's gone to far. She said her life was such hell that she would harm herself and she thought it'd make it all go away. I tried to persuade her not to, but she wouldn't listen. She said I was a liar for what I've told her but it was all truth but still she didn't believe me. I said this to her once:

"I would take a bullet for you, I would die saving you from harm. But if in death I don't succeed, at least I tried."

She called me a liar, but I was telling the truth. This is for her, a threat and possible truth.

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:iconjtran218:
Wow...that's intense. Beautiful!


I hate fav'ing people's works (and RARELY ever do so)...but, :+fav:
:iconshasaa:
Thanks, I always knew I'd get a fav from you!
:iconjtran218:
It was a blue moon...
:iconshasaa:
Sure it was! You just love my stuff (not STUFF stuff) so you just had to fav one!
:iconjtran218:
STUFF stuff? Like what stuff is this stuff that you're stuffin-eerr, I mean, talking about?
:iconshasaa:
Stuff, you know! Stuff that stuffs...

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